Ouros

Everything on this carrd is written by Arden.

Brain things: Mixed-origin system (endo & OSDD-1b), BPD, ASPD, Autism, ADHD, agoraphobia, disorganized attachment.The personality disorders and attachment style traits vary between members. Our system attachment style is disorganized with an anxious lean. Some of us have more avoidant traits or less anxious traits than others. How we approach relationships and conflict vary as a result.We have a history of using our spirituality to distance from trauma (or from this life in general when its distressing). The idea of being of traumatic origin was triggering to us when we were younger because we were trying to distance from trauma. However we still use our spirituality and we're very attached to it, and the term Endogenic is an important part of our system history.Some important things about the way our system works:
We may have a pretty open collective awareness, this does not mean I (Arden) can control other headmates at all times. We all want different things out of interactions and relationships. During periods of strong emotion its very difficult for us to switch; emotions demand to be felt.Trauma & Endo
Our system believes most members here have always been here, some remembering fragments of self back to pre-trauma early childhood. The system was originally meshed together existing similar to a singlet. However people can still recognize themselves looking back, "Thats a piece that belongs to me." We've become more distinct over time, with some of us now reintegrating closer together. We also believe we're together for spiritual reasons. Childhood trauma encouraged the nature of the system to continue developing, but we also believe we would have come into ourselves without it. Because of the role trauma has played, but also because of our beliefs of origin and spirituality, we consider ourselves both endogenic and OSDD-1b.We have a lot of trauma surrounding internalized stigma towards endogenic systems, and because of that I want to also state that it doesn't matter if the trauma is there or not. If a system wants to be recognized for their identities, the way they got there doesn't matter. Invalidating personhood, because you don't like your assumptions on how it came to be, is inherently anti-system.Spirituality allows people to gain some protective internal distance. Don't tell others whether or not they're real, every system has a 'reason' for being. Whether or not its trauma should only matter to that system.I also want to clarify using our sprituality to cope, and having done so in the past, doesn't make it not real. Our spirituality is real to us, and therefor its real. Just because something interacts with trauma doesn't mean it isn't real, it's exactly what we need(ed). It's our own personalized reality, and its incredibly important to who we are.

About system rolesGoing to just write out how we use these. Could be especially useful for when we hand this to singlets. We are more than just our roles!Host: Very frequent fronter, takes on a lot of responsibility
Co-host: Cycled into front regularly to help manage the system
Core host: The original body owner
Protector: What it sounds like!
Prosecutor: Like a protector but more biased for the system. Our prosecutors don't cause trouble for others intentionally, but they do always watch and make judgements, and their input is valuable. They may approach you about it if there is percieved mistreatment towards our system. They may do this less gently then I would.
Caregiver: Also what it sounds like!
Vernalian: Umbrella term for a headmate that does emotional regulation/processing work. Promoting positive emotions and helping dispel and process negative emotions.

This section will be ones made by us. For now its just one!Stress tester: A headmate that either intentionally or unintentionally tests the reliability/security of interpersonal relationships. Even just being their authentic self may act as a filter to weed out unstable connections.May have traits deemed undesirable to society. May also, as the name entails, be a headmate that experiences more instability in their relationships and mental health, making them potentially more stressful to interact with when symptoms flare.(Suzu came up with this to explain one of Tyki's core functions!)

We consider ourselves mixed/dual-origin.
Spirituality, psychology and trauma in a blender.Merges | Inactives | Interests | Sources

Arden

Host, Protector
He/him | Agender
Pansexual

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Kitty

Core Host
They/she | NB girl
Little (8-13)

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Kill

He/they | NB Boy
Middle (13-17)
Demi Pansexual

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Suzu

Prosecutor
He/they
Genderqueer

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Lance

Prosecutor
He/him | NB masc
Asexual

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Valkyn

Omnipresent Elf
He/they/it | Masc
Demi Pansexual

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These are all at varying levels of inactivity.

Ricky

Lover Boy
He/him | Male
Gay/Pan

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Dan

Mother Figure?
He/him | Male
Gay Demi

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Gale

He/him | Male
Ageslider (14-23)
Only likes Kitty

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Wren

Sweet Angel
He/him | Agender
Bird boy

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Roland

Naughty Angel
He/him | Male
Pansexual

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Jack

Literally Death
He/its | Agender
Aroace

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DisclaimersWidespread opinion is pro-para.
I’ll talk to bigots of any kind, but I’ll tell you when I think you’re wrong. If you feel the need to put others down, you have to work on you. Ask yourself why you feel the need to do that.We have borderline personality disorder. We’re mostly good at managing it these days but we do still have triggers.Pro-para inherently includes MAPs, necros, and zoos. And every other "problematic" attraction. If you use "pro-para" to mean only the "acceptable" paraphillias you are not pro-para.
Get off our lawn, pick-me para.

Special interestsThis page is just compiling interests in one place, the intention is making it easy for others to find common interests. Interests range in intensity, and the interests of more active headmates are more developed than inactive ones.---Ouros: Paraphillia (activism), spirituality, intersystem relations, digital art, all source media, mental health, toxic romance------Arden: Attachment theory, relationship dynamics, social theory, paraphillia and sex positivity (and stigma), MAP activism, personal development/mental health, diet/diet culture, childcare, youth liberation, true crime, rehabilitation, tragedy and mutual aidKill: Pokemon, Digimon, monster collecting games in general, minecraft, Ark Survival, digital art, guro, ArdenKitty: Animal crossing, Stardew Valley, cozy games, dressup games, gacha, interior design, alternative fashions (lolita, gothic, etc), "monsters" (hybristo centric), CGL, Spirituality (multiverse and witchcraft), cartomancy, divination, digital art, OurosSuzu: Overwatch, radqueer ideology, paraphillia, xenoanarchism, Ouros... honestly he just likes casual interactions.Tyki: Sexuality, paraphillia, kink/BDSM/D/s, (self) destruction, true crime, xenosatanism, relationship dynamics, spirituality (multiverse, personal source based spirituality), cartomancyValkyn: Spirituality (multiverse, witchcraft, celtic and norse mythology), cartomancy, divination, TES lore, Oblivion, Skyrim, ESO, LOTR, high fantasy, survival craft, crafting, traditional art

SourcesThis page is just compiling all sources in one place. Sources are what we call our fictional spiritual media. We also use our sources to cope/process feelings and trauma/ground ourselves in daily life.---Arden: Monster (Tenma), Black Lagoon (Rock), Yuukoku no Moriarty (John), Steven Universe (Pearl), Death Note (Matsuda)Kill: Kill la Kill (Ryuko), HunterxHunter (Killua), Mob Psycho 100 (Mob), Tokyo Ghoul (Kaneki), Owari no Seraph (Mika), Neon Genisis Evangelion (Shinji)Kitty: D. Gray Man (Road), Kuroshitsuji (Ciel), Gugure! Kokkuri-san (Kohina), Black Lagoon (Yukito), Noblesse (Raizel), Fran Bow (Fran), Hellsing (Integra), Diabolik Lovers (Kanato), Mahoutsukai no Yome (Chise), Bungo Stray Dogs (Elise), Song of the Doll (Woo-Hee)Suzu: Tokyo Ghoul:Re (non-canon), Noblesse (Tao), Steven Universe (Lars)Tyki: Aku no Kyouten (Hasumi), D. Gray Man (Tyki), Monster (Johan), Yuukoku no Moriarty (Sherlock), The Magnus Archives (Elias), Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood (Greedling), Owari no Serpah (Guren), Hitorijime my Hero (Kousuke), Purple Hyacinth (Kieran), Hannibal NBC (Hannibal)Valkyn: Mahoutsukai no Yome (Lindel), Mononoke (Kusuriuri), Ocarina of Time (Link), Breath of the Wild (Link)Gale: Mahoutsukai no Yome (Ruth)Ricky: D. Gray Man (Lavi), Trigun '98 (Vash), Sasaki to Miyano (Sasaki), Denpa Kyoushi (Junichirou), Ouran Highschool Host Club (Kaoru), Bungo Stray Dogs (Jun'ichiro), Gakkuen Babysitters (Usaida), Sekai Oni (Utou),Wren: D. Gray Man (Allen), Drammatical Murder (Clear), Neon Genisis Evangelion (Kaworu), Tokyo Ghoul:Re (Sasaki)Roland: Vanitas no Carte (Roland), Owari no Seraph (Shinya), Dakaretai Otoko (Junta)Jack: Kuroshitsuji (Undertaker), Pandora Hearts (Break), Vanitas no carte (Comte de Saint Germain)

⚡🖍️🌺🏙️🪲Kill🪲🏙️🪀🫧⚡

Big brother to Kitty
13-17 (14 average) | He/they - Nonbinary boy
ASPDOn and off activity, mainly fronts to help other fronters.My disciple! A tough exterior but a very compassionate heart. Very willing to learn, and has generally solid morals. He's typically polite and well behaved, but he does like to enage in teasing/light bullying. Mainly to other boys around his age, or people older than him. He's gentle with littles, like you'd expect from a big brother :)Especially protective of Kitty and I. I'm his FP, so if you're close to me, he'll probably become interested in you. He's reclusive and doesn't bother making friends on his own.Personal Carrd | TwitterAssociations
Sodalite, Emberlite, Flourite
Snapdragons
Cats / Electricity / Resolve

Kitty's guard dog
14-17 | He/him - Boy/Man
ASPD, extremely reclusive.Occasionally interacts with Kitty in headspace.Only cares about Kitty and his other master. Has only fronted a handfull of times, and isn't really interested in friends. Doesn't see much point in existing other than comforting Kitty. May front for her at some point.Kintypes
Ruth - Mahoutsukai no Yome
Church Grim/DogHeartypes
Fang - Maximum Ride.
Gale - The Hunger Games.Questioning
Jean-Jacques Chastel - Vanitas no CarteAssociations
Black Tourmaline, Moonstone
Stinging Nettle, Hemlock Tree
Dogs / Devotion / Service

🪻🌃Lance🥃🥀

Prosecutor, Arden's right-hand
27/28 | He/him - Masc
ASPD, BPD traits, disorganized attachmentOriginally went by Tyki, first presented in the system maybe around 2018? The member with the most problematic history. Was highly codependent, had unmanaged borderline personality disorder. His personality was a collection of destructive (also self destructive) coping mechanisms. His change in identiy isn’t to skirt accountability, he recognizes his past problems. His changes are a result of attachment healing and our learning how to manage our disordered personality.He’s mostly apathetic, he struggles with empathy but doesn’t lash out. For most of our relationship I was his loving enabler, and now, ironically, I think he’s more secure than I am.Personal CarrdAssociations
3 of Swords | The Lovers | Justice
Super 7 Amethyst, Tourmilated Quartz
Tuberose, Monkshood, Orchids
Wolves / Solar Eclipse / Balance / Change

💙✒️🍵👔 Arden 🌅🪺🧭💙

Host, Caregiver
37 (ageslider) | He/him - Agender man
BPD, disogranized attachment, the most anxietyI first awoke in 2021. I spent most of my first two years between two headspaces. Even back then we viewed it from both a spiritual lense and as folie à deux. After a traumatic event I took up the position of co-host, and then host.I have interests in psychology, youth liberation, MAP/para activism, sex-positive activism, attachment theory and Adlerian psychology. I like caregiving and helping others but not to my own detriment. I also like writing and domestics. I’m very passionate about the future. Activism is my life’s calling.I have many loved ones, and I'm very active in the paraphile community. I'm happy to make more friends but level your expectations. I’m busy and I’m not perfect.Personal Carrd | TwitterAssociations
The Hanged Man | 10 of Cups
Hawk's Eye, Blue Kyanite
Trumpet Gentian, Cornflower, Oak
Birds / Paternity / Optimism

🌿🐉🌀 Valkyn 🌀🌱🍃

Prosecutor (sort of?)
Ageless/Ancient | He/they/it - Genderless masc
ASPD, NPD, extremely fickle.Omnipresent but reclusive. He's very selective about who he interacts with and when. He also looks down on most others. If you have his favour you're pretty lucky.He's the most spiritual in the system. He's escapism embodied.Doesn't use tone indicators, doesn't want to.Core Kintype: Wood elfPersonal CarrdAssociations
The World | The Hermit
Labradorite, Unakite, Dragons Blood Jasper
Ivy, Silver/Paper Birch, Oak
Foxes & Wolves / Spirals & Fractals / Trees

❣️🍓🍁☀️💗 Ricky 💗☀️🌹🍒❣️

17-28 (ageslider) | He/him - Man
Avoidantly attached, anxious, depressed.Probably the most active inactive. Shows the most interest in returning to fronting but reluctant to start. Has a lot of mental health things to address.Fronted for about two years, went to sleep for a few. Fronted another two years, sleeping for quite a few now.Associations
The Hanged Man | The Fool
Carnelian, Citrine, Sardonyx
Red & Wild Roses, Bleeding Heart, Cherry Blossoms
Foxes & Rabbits / Fire / Sensuality

Inactive, only exists when Ricky is around.Soulbond. Came here before we knew about soulbonds, but responded to Ricky's desire for him. He acts as a caregiver when he's around, but he's only active when Ricky is active. He's monogamous.He likes caretaking, reading, teaching, birdfeeding.Kintypes:
Daniel - Sourceless life with RickyHeartypes:
Run - Akame ga Kill
Russel - Rune Factory
Yukito - Cardcaptor SakuraQuestioning:
Castor - 07 Ghost

⚠️‼️☢️SUZU☢️‼️⚠️

Prosecutor, Co-host
17-21 | He/they - Genderqueer
BPD, very irl-agoraphobic, extra adhd.Personal struggles involve not always knowing when to be sensitive, fluctuating empathy, how to judge if something is appropriate to say or not, and he doesnt like comforting.Suzu is incredibly devoted to our system, and sometimes fickle about external people. Don't be too offended if you lose his favor, he's just doing his job. He's our biggest supporter! Suzu is usually friendly and is rarely aggressive. He's pretty forgiving of splitting or triggered behaviour, but not disrespect. He bites back.Personal CarrdAssociations
8 of Cups
Bismuth
Artificiality / Technology / Detachment

16-23 | He/him - Agender man
Very agoraphobic, anxious, depressed.Willfully dormant.Originally went by Sky, then separately as Clear. Realized he was the same person. Became very depressed after discovering Clear kintype, more so after finding his Allen kintype. He's an original member and was active for a few years, but then fell off and never picked it back up.I hope to pull him out of hiding someday.Kintypes:
Allen Walker - DGM
Clear - Drammatical Murder
Sky - Sourceless Life
Kaworu - NGE
Sasaki - TG:REHeartypes:
Birds
Angels
Shion - No.6Questioning:
Haru - Tsuritama
Eishi - Food Wars
Langa - Sk8 the InfinityAssociations
Temperance
Angelite, Clear Quartz, Larimar
Daisies, Dandelions, Hydrangae, Wisteria
Doves & Jellyfish / Innocence / Optimism

23-29 | He/him - ManInactive, mostly disintered.Like Tyki's very odd brother. Almost like Tyki in a more benevolent font. Filled with good intentions, but still morally a bit dubious. Playful and positive.Doesn't front often, but is a big fan of kids/littles.Hasn't fronted enough to learn much about himself.Kintypes:
Angel
Roland - Vanitas no Carte
Shinya - Owari no Seraph
Junta - Dakaretai OtokoAssociations
Judgement
Green Kyanite
Guidance / Purpose
Knighthood

Ageless/Ancient | He/it - Gendervoid
ASPD. No interest in others unless they can be played with.Inactive, not interest in social interaction.A strange being that stands in the corner of headspace, smiles and nods sometimes. Has only spoken two or three times. Came to Kitty's call, so a soulbond probably. Connected to her through Kuroshitsuji (and likely others.)Identifies with madness, death, rebirth, voids, eternity, distortion, spirals.Kintypes:
The Undertaker - Kuroshitsuji
Break - Pandora HeartsHeartypes:
Itward - Fran Bow
Death (Grim Reaper)
Mad HatterQuestioning:
Comte de Saint Germain - Vanitas no CarteAssociations
Death (duh)
Spiderweb Obsidian
White Roses & Lilies, Blackthorn
Twisted Nothing

Dante

Tyki & Arden
He/him - Male - Early 30s
Wolfdog man with identity issues

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Early 30s | He/him | Masc/MaleUnity, balance, change.
The combining of opposing forces.
Love, self love, commitment.
If you belong nowhere, you still belong with you.
Self-reliance, independence.
Loyalty measured with self preservation.A whole self, learning how to be.Relevent Kintypes:
Wolfwood - Trigun
Kieran - Purple Hyacinth
Tyki - DGM
Rock - Black Lagoon
Tenma - MonsterHeartypes:
WolfdogAssociations
Wolves, dogs
Sun, moon, eclipses
Duality, yin yang
8 of Cups, Death